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I have no home.
I have no home.
I have no home.
I have no home.
I feel like I have no home.
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[21 Nov 2006|06:01pm] |
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im very bored, and my long lost friend livejournal poped into my head. So here i am, typing away.
I guess you could say my life has changed quite a bit since i last posted.
I thought i was in love, and flew 3000 miles to be with that person, and realized that love wasnt what i felt anymore. So i came back here, got a new car, and a new job... trying to start over i guess. I stayed with him for a while to see if things would work themselves out, but they didnt. So i am now single, and not exactly loving it. I dont really think he understands that i dont want to be whith him anymore. I still recieve e-mails saying he cant wait to see me, and he missis me, and all this crap, as if the brakeup never happened. I feel bad for hurting him, but i wont be happy staying with him. Sadly i like somone elce. And i want to kick myself for feeling this way, because he will never go for me, and it really sucks! I guess you could say im about 2 years too late.
ANYWAYS! thanksgiving is in 2 days, and im not really looking forward to it. My mom is going to her boyfriends parents house, so my brother an I are saposed to cook dinner for my dad. And by saying my brother and I, i really mean im going to be cooking, and if you know anything about me, you know that cooking is not exactly my thing. So, this will be intoresting.
Tenacious D and the pick of Destiny is coming out tomorrow, and im really excited because i get to hang out with an old friend. It will be alot of fun. I hope it works out though, cuz ill be really bummed if everyone decides they cant go.
well.. i guess thats enought ranting for one night.
<3<3<3<3<3
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[31 Jan 2005|10:11pm] |
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[12 Jan 2005|02:06am] |
NEW LJ NAME: WHITE__DEVIL (there are two "_" things in there)[
if you would like to be added, please tell meh or comment.
jason calls me that.. couldnt think of n e thing elce.. so YAY for saras new lj name...lol<3
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[09 Sep 2004|04:36pm] |
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at my brothers.. my neice got me sick, so i had him pick me up after skill center, so i sat here, watching movies all day, and doin math homework,... so now im like way ahead in that calss.. so thats good.. smile.
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[31 Aug 2004|09:59am] |
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im at amandas (mckay) house at this vary moment.. today was the last day of sleeping in, and DJ CALLED TWICE AT LIKE 8! OMG! that SUCKED!!!!!lol
me n manda are guna dye my hair today! and it is guna be AWSOME! *woot*
AHH! school tomorrow.. hmm.. i gotz to figure out what to wear...i need new shoes.. but i dont wana wast ALL of my money... grr.. back to school is killin my bank account~
I GOT A CHESHIRE(SP) CAT MESSENGER BACKPACK.. te he.. it is nifty! *smile*
haha, andy scanned my shedule, and sent it to me over aim, but i closed the wondow forgetting to save it.. so he had to send it again.. it took ferever.. lol..
oh man, i went to the fair on saturday, and we missed the last bus back to the mall (at 10:05, we thought it was at 11:45) so we had to walk from the fair, to the mall, but lisa called kendra to come get us, n by the time she got there, we were already to the light on traceton(sp).. lol.. that was a funny walk.. we saw roadkill! *daydream* (haha, j/k.. but we really did see it..heh) kendra took us to the mall, where we mett up with justin, peter, nick(i think his name was) and scott (julies/courtneys old scott..lol) haha, i was sittin on the back of lisas car, and scott was on the roof, so she started moving, so i jumped off, n she was drivin around the parking lot with him on the roof.. haha, it was funny.. and peter let alicia drive his car, which is a stick, and she hasnt really driven 2 much.. haha.. that was funny.. welps// um.. we met up with them again later at jack n the crack, and we all went over to my sisters house, since she is in cali.. that was sum fun stuff.. haha.. i got scott to lick peters nipple..! muhaha..
FOOD TIME! *SMILE*
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| GUESS WHAT I HAVE! |
[27 Aug 2004|07:20pm] |
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WHO HAS THERE LICENSE.. OH YES.. THATS RIGHT.. I HAVE MY LICNESE! MUAHHAHAH!
lol.. ok, enough retardness fer one moment..
whats been happening.. um.. we start school next week.. AHH!
i work none stop..
got 2 star tattoos! *SMILE*
i hung out with dayle gary amanda n pudie after shedual pick-up fer a long while... that was a jolly ol' time
i talked to pudie on the phone fer a bit the other night, im happy bout that, cuz we are startin to be friends again! *yay*
um.. been hanging out with my friend alicia alot (works at mcdonalds with me) n lisa also (works at Mc-D's also) n they introduced me 2 casey and maddy, who are awsome..
me alicia casey n maddy stole lisa's car while she was working (i was driving, and that was before i got my license..haha)
i mostly just work now-a-days..lol.. *woot* should be gettin a good paycheck on the 7th.. worked like 11 hrs on sunday er monday.. (mmmm money)
my mom n sister are going down to calie fer a few days.. heather is moving down there next month..
camrys 3rd b-day is on the 10.. hehe.. she is SO cute.. she always says "im a princess" te he! *SMILE*
haha.. amanda, whisper, n channing called my last night..haha.. that was quite amusing.. whisper sang me a song titled "the bongathong" er sumthing like that.. hehe.. silly galz!
WLPS.. ta ta fer now!
CALL MY CELL IF U WANA HANG OUT THIS WEEKEND.. I HAVE SUNDAY N MONDAY OFF!
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[16 Aug 2004|10:36pm] |
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so the god damn dmv was closed today.. dont kno if i am guna be able to go tomorrow..
i went n saw AvP tonight with my brother..it was pretty good.. when we were drivin to my house to drop me off, we saw my dad walking down chico.. he had walked out on there counceling(sp) session.. so i hauled my ass in the house, got my crap together, n now im at my brothers fer the night..my mom is saposed to call me when he leaves 2 fill me in on what happened.... so i hope that is soon..
nighty night..
i dont work tomorrow, so if u wana hang out er sumthing, call mi cell!! <3
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[16 Aug 2004|09:07am] |
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saposed to take the test fer my license today.. but not going to be able to cuz my mom doesnt have time to take me, and i have to work at 11.. and i think the place closes at 4.. and that is when i get off... im not going to be able to go n e time this week.. so i wont have my license before the maze thing at school.. so i wont be able to get a parking pass... which sux.. but ill live..(fer now)
my dad is staying at his shop, in our camper, and my mom is packing up all of her stuff, and will be moving to eathier my sisters or my brothers house... my dad called non stop yesterday, and my mom didnt want to talk to him, so i would always have 2.. and he was shit faced, and pretty much said that im stupid and "dont have a clue" when he started saying that, i hung up on him.. then he called again, n started saying that again, so i just started saying "i dont have a clue about what? u havent told me that part yet!!" GOD HE IS AN ASS!
well.. enough babeling(sp) fer now.. gotz to go get ready fer work...*woot*
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[15 Aug 2004|11:54pm] |
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im trying to stay strong fer my moms sake.. but all i really want to do is cry...
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[15 Aug 2004|02:09pm] |
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im goin in 2 get my license tomorrow..YAY..i hope i pass! *crossing fingers*
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[09 Aug 2004|01:24pm] |
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HAPPY 17TH B-DAY TYLER!!!
cerena called me at 7 thismorning, n said that she is jus guna come over at round 2 er so..it shalt be fun.. then we are guna try n go visit tyler if he is home.. my brother wants to go tubing today, n i wana go out on the boat, but i dont kno if we will have time.. arg...welps.. we shall see what happens!
oh yea, me n cerena are guna GET, IT, ON! *SCORE* hahahaha <3 ya cerena! hahah
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| LA LA LA, I CANT HEAR YOU...!!! |
[08 Aug 2004|10:48pm] |
my weekend.. hmm.. where to start.. saturday...sat around watchin sci-fi movies, till amanda r. called at like 9, saying that channing was havin a last minute party.. so she came n picked me up.. n only whisper, chan, jeramy (sp), amanda n me were there fer a while.. then a bunch of ppl started showing up.. all n all it was pretty damn fun.. me chan n jeremy(sp) stayed up all night sittin on her back portch.. then i had to leave at 8, cuz i had to be at work @ 10!! AAHHH! so i got there.. n it was HELL fer forever! then i got through it, n found out m "cousin" was in town fer the day, n he was out on our boat with his dad, so i went n met up with them.. drove around fer a while, then went over to his dads house n smoked with then,, hehe., that was FUN! haha,, oh man,this lil 8th grader was hittin on freddie..(my cousin type person thingy) haha.. it was SO funny..when we were sittin in the truck she was out on her bike, n i was all "yea.. shell be planning your weading soon... can i be on the guest list..?" hahah,,, te he.. its so fun to tease him..
holey fuck! cerena is comin over at 7 in the freakin morning! AAH! hahah.. this is guna be crazy.. i am guna be SO tired! lol.. i NEED SLEEP!
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[05 Aug 2004|06:26pm] |
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DHFJKFHKAFHSJAK geesh! my dad is fuckin CRAZY!!! mine n my moms cell phone bill came in yesterday, n he decided to get paranoied n shit cuz Jays number was on there a bunch.. wtf.. who the fuck cares if she is talkin to him.. but yea, he started freakin out n what not.. n so he left last night, then came back.. but yea, m mom said that she doesnt trust the house phones cuz she wouldnt put it past him to have taped the phones.. lol.. she said that he has actually done it before.. haha OMG WTF! HE IS MESSED UP IN THE HEAD!.. but yea.. my mom said that she is guna move over to my sisters house.. she said that i can choose if i want to go er not.. i think i will end up staying here fer a bit, cuz it would be to hard fer me to get to work from poulabo.. so yea.. dont really kno whats guna happen from here..
OMG! i got my paycheck today! it was for $405.46 HAHAHAH hell yea!! ill have a car in no time.. lol.. wont be a good one.. but it will be a car.. i get my license next week if i pass *crossing fingers*
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[03 Aug 2004|10:49pm] |
YAY!!! CHANNING SAID THAT SHE WOULD BE MY BOYFRIEND! *SMILE* haha i <3 u chan! ur right, we DO need to hang out soon!
YAY, my mom said she would look into gettin internet again at the house! *YAY* that makes me happy..
so yea.. my dad hasnt been a jackass 2 much lately.. he has been a retard.. but that is better than jackass...
call if ya wana hang out wednesday, thursday, or saturday..! <286-9486>
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[01 Aug 2004|06:33am] |
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me cerena n alicia decided that we wernt guna go to sleep last night.. welps.. cerena n alicia are laying on the floor sleeping..lol.. while im sittin here typing.. cerena went out off n on at bout 5ish, n alicia was gone at bout 6ish er so.. haha.. silly galz... *SMILE* i should draw on there faces.. haha. J/K... im not that mean..*twitch twitch* muahahahahah!
i dont work today, so call the cell if ya wana chat er hang out er sumthing along those linez! [286-9486]
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| THE SHOW!! |
[01 Aug 2004|02:41am] |
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tonight was really fun! i havent been to a show in like 7 months.. i saw so many ppl that i havent seen in SO long! it was great!
-pudie talked to me.. *yay* i told him that i really want us to be friends n what not.. hope we can be..
-i met so many really funny random people!
-me n alicia went for a drive with richard chan (thong boy) to get icecreem, n the best part of the whole drive, was him tring to paralell park.. haha.. it took so long.. n it was jus really funny.. (kinda had to be there)
-talked to jacklen(sp), who i have not talked to in SO LONG! met her new b/f.. hes tall.. (from what i remember..lol)
-gave pudie his b-day presant.. not sure if he liked it.. but i hope he did...
- at cerenas house for the night with alicia! i <3 her house.. its nifty..
i would have to say that i had a pretty good night... it was quite eventfull..(i guess u could say)... lol, it was good to get out.. i never go n e where n e more.. *SMILE* i am in such a.. i dont kno.. HAPPY mood! *MUAH*
i think my life is goin kinda well at the moment..i have a job.. im over pudie... im alot closer with my mom for some reason, we actually talk kinda now (if u kno how i am with my family, u will kno that that is very unusual for me.. lol) i made a new friend (alicia) from work, who i learned lives across from cerena, which makes it even better.. so yea.. things are goin good for me right now.. YAY...
i dont wana go to sleep tonight, i am so awake!!!
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| PARTY @ MY HOUSE THIS WEEKEND!!! YAY YAY YAY |
[29 Jul 2004|04:13pm] |
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so yea, my parents are going to oregan (sp) for the weekend, so i am havin a party on friday! if ya wana go, call me, [286-9486] it shall be grand..
im going to the show on saturday, so if u are also goin, SAY HI TO ME SO I FEEL LOVE!! (please..*tear*)
andys birthday is on saturday, i got him a presant, but i dont think it will be here in time for me to give it to him on his b-day.. but he will get it eventually... i hope he likes it.. im not 2 sure if he will tho..*sigh* i havent talked to him in a really long time.. i miss talkin to him.. but oh well.. it sux how some things turn out..
andys sisters birthday (i think) and my brothers b-day are on sunday (the first)
tylers b-day is on the 9th! YAY for tyler
i went to whaling days on saturday, im so happy, i saw amanda r. cerena, tyler, james, michelle(sp) gary, and a tun more ppl that i havent seen in ferever! YAY! me my mom n J went to go get J's tongue pierced, but it was takin forever n my mom didnt want to miss the band that was guna play, so we had to leave.. so that sucked.. n she wouldnt let me get my tummy button peirced, so that sucked MASSIVE ass also! lol..
lets see.. what has happened in my life this summer... um.. i almost moved out a couple times, because my dad kept coming home completely SHIT FACED! and would endlessly screem at me for no reason.. and i got tired of it, so i told my mom that if he freaks out on my one more time im leaving, n she said ok.. lol.. so yea.. we'll see what happens...
um.. my sister is pregnant again.. with this 40 year old guys kid, and she was the 'other woman' n he decided to stay with his other g/f.. so yea, now he is saying that it isnt his, n that she cant have n e contact with him n what not.. i met him once.. i thought he was kinda weird.. lol
um.. i work at mcdonalds.. haha.. oh boy, *GO ME* {"hi, what can i get for you?" STAB STAB STAB!!!} hahaha.. j/k it aint that bad..
i think that about raps it up fer now.. dont kno when i will get the chance to get back on the net next, so TA TA FOR NOW...
oh yea, i finolly got my cell back, so call my up any time if ya wana chat, or hang out er sumthing...laterzZ
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[07 Jul 2004|03:55pm] |
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i was only saposed to work 3 days this week (mon, tus, wed,) but now im also workin tomorrow, saturday and sunday 11-3, but thats kool, cuz its just addin to my paycheck.. muahahaha! *cackeling* by sunday, my paycheck will be $171.84 but that is before tax, so after tax it will be about.. $152.93ish sumthin around there.. i wasnt sure how much tax they take off, so i just used 11%..
I <3 ZEBRAS!!! YAAAAY!!
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